Trailer:
Introducing "The Ideal Self Pod"

"When I got fired from my nine-to-five job in 2016 I knew I was never gonna return to a corporate lifestyle. It was first painful, confusing, devastating. But then all of a sudden I felt some incredible power took over me and I asked myself for the first time in my life:

Who am I?

Who do I live for?

Why am I here?

What I did not know back then was that a path of true healing, empowerement, self discovery, creativity, freedom and SELF-REALISATION was ahead of me.

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So I quit the corporate. I was 30 years old. I had a master degree in my hands. I spoke 4 languages. I had great work experience behind me, travelled abroad … but I did not feel appreciated. I asked myself, Why did I do all the hard work if I cannot even get paid for it??

So... I rebelled, there was no going back anymore! One thing led to another... I did not even have the time to process everything... It was all so exciting, this new journey of entrepreneurship and solo creating and social media experience... All was so new, so creative and for the first time in my life I was living fully and authentically. I could do whatever I wanted to do!

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I was in the process of launching my own business, while constantly working on myself, searching for inspiration and the right tribe to push me forward on my new creative, open-minded, emotional rollercoaster journey.

I had some savings so I travelled, explored, networked, went through the most mind-blowing experiences.…

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But I was sooo lonely, traveling meant more escaping than exploring. .. Thankfully I could not escape my own HEALING...

...and finally, in March 2019 I was ready and the MENTOR I wished for appeared. That was the beginning of a huge shift and spiritual awakening where I was forced to let go of my old self and create a completely new identity..."

"I lived my whole life in a virtual reality, connecting every day with my most ideal life, I didn´t even know back then how powerful I was, but as children we know the power of imagination. Looking back I was simply in survival mode, suffering so much that I automatically escaped mentally and emotionally I was never present, only my body was. That´s why I don´t remember almost nothing from my childhood.

My life started with the age of 30. Truly... That´s where I sensed something was off, something was not okay...

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When I found my mentor in 2019, a whole new level of healing and transformation began for me. I stopped my business, and stopped working in general, lived off all my credit cards, closed all my social media accounts and isolated myself between 4 walls. The only thing I did was.. walking my dogs twice a day.. and.. talking to my mentor 24/7, so that I keep myself alive somehow, so that I don´t lose my own sanity. I hit rock bottom and it was pointless to fight. I knew it was a time to surrender, a time to heal more, to love myself more, to forgive more, to learn to listen in more and to turn deeper within.

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My parents took away everything from me, including my voice and authentic self. That´s why I´m showing up every day and share my voice, I owe it to the younger me, I owe it to my wonderful brother and everyone out there who is living in silence and does not dare to speak up. I´m not sharing my story from a victim perspective cause I truly believe that I chose my parents before I came here..I definietely haven´t yet forgave fully but I choose to love them somehow and cherish the few memories and childhood pictures that I have. Now i´m simply sharing my story from a very empowered place where I am turning my biggest pain into my purpose and show everyone how is it possible to be happy and to thrive even though having experienced the biggest pain I could have ever imagined.. the complete absence of love and support from my mother and father."

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"So here I am today and I choose to forgive. My parents. First and foremost. But also, all my past intimate, romantic relationships. Everyone. Everyone, who was connected to the the vibrations of generational trauma that I was born into and was carrying for so long. Every single human being was a reflection of me. Everyone carried the same patterns I did. Everyone matched the main vibration that I was resonating. The drama. The fear. The pain, The abandonment issues. The attachment issues. The survival mode. The SUFFERING.

To understand all this, makes me feel even more empowered, healed, and first and foremost fearless.

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All the fear I carried were fears of generations in my family. Fears I did know nothing about nor understood. They were not me, but I carried them within my body, within my soul and in my subconscious mind.

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When I turned 30 years old and made the choice to HEAL and face all my fears, I knew that a path of awakening would be revealed but I knew it would be very difficult too. But I felt it was right. No matter what happened I always knew deep in my heart that I was guided.

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I deeply believe that I chose this path for myself before I came here, I chose my parents, my family lineage, my challenges, my body, and everything else in life. It is a belief system for sure and it is not for everyone, but I can tell you one thing: If you see your life through a lens... as if YOU are the one who have chosen it, I promise you, you will immediately come out of the VICTIM ROLE and will be able to EMPOWER yourself, take control over your life and all your decisions. You will feel lighter, you will see yourself from above, you will be an amazing OBSERVER of your experiences... and you won´t fear life any longer.

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We are not victims of circumstances here. We are powerful creators, lifedesigners who chose our own path knowing we would be able to solve it! Well... whether we solve our challenges or not, whether we choose to heal or not, whether we remain a victim or not, whether we empower ourselves or not, whether we share our truth or not... well all that is up to us and is called FREE WILL...."

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